Posted by ArrayOfScatteredEmotions on 2014/07/30 under Friends IT DOESN’T MAKE ME A BAD FRIEND IF I DON’T WANT TO LIE TO MY PARENTS. Are you being serious right now? I tell you I don’t want to go to some place that my mom wouldn’t let me go to and that makes me a b****?I told you I didn’t want to lie to my parents anymore about where I would go. I don’t see what’s wrong with that. My mom doesn’t want me out so late and you want me to be out late as hell. Of course I’d say no. I lied enough when we would go out after school was over. I hated lying to my parents. But I would do it because my friends wanted me to hangout whenever, wherever. So no, I put a stop to that. Stuck up for myself, and what does that get me? You calling me a b**** because ‘I didn’t want to do anything anymore’. That wasn’t it and I had already told you why already. Just because you go ahead and lie to your mother and be fine with it doesn’t mean I am. We used to be so damn close. We were great friends. I don’t know what I did to make you start talking smack about me behind my back. You just talk so much smack, I don’t need to hear this garbage. YOU did ME wrong. I should have known from how you would react when I would say no. You really did pick bad times, how could you not see that. So I didn’t even confront you about it at the time because you just focus SO MUCH on you. That’s all it is. Everything is always about how you are feeling and what problems are bothering you. There I was hearing you out, trying to give you advice. Doing what I thought was being a great friend to you. Boy was I wrong. I stopped seeing you and hanging out with you because someone told me you were talking about me like I did something so horrible to you. You didn’t even want to hear my name. You know very well that I didn’t do a damn thing to deserve the treatment you gave me. What do you say when we meet up and talk about why you did what you did? Oh I can’t really remember, I thought we just drifted apart. That is so full of S***! How does talking smack, avoiding, and ignoring equal drifting apart? You were just so full of it. I’m not going to be who I was with you anymore. I see why you think everything is going to fall back into place like how it used to be. It’s because it’s still about you. You haven’t changed. You wont change either. If anything you have gotten worse. But I’m not going to do anything about it.So what the hell am I doing taking up the chance to talk to you again. Hanging out and talking as if nothing happened. Forget you, I still remember. I don’t trust you. I don’t care. I don’t know. You did me so wrong. And now, you know what’s happening now? You are having problems with your great friend and you are running to me for advice, for me to hear you out on everything that’s going through your head about it. You’re acting like a clingy girlfriend.
One year later and we meet up and again and everything is hunky dory? You have got to be kidding me.You even tell me you had a dream where you were up in the canal and you run into me? You know what that means idiot? It meant you missed me, moron.
Telling me about how he doesn’t hangout with you anymore. About how you don’t know why your going through this. Why he wont just talk to you.
All this that you are going through is what happened to me before I decided you were never really my friend. Except I wasn’t crying and whining about it like you.
I hope you get the feeling that I could really care less if you’re hurting about it. What goes around comes around, idiot.